April 2010
March 2010
It’s because I’m solitary like a blade of grass
independent like a parasite.
But resilient like the flowers the grow after fire.
I pretend for awhile that i’m free
I’m Water and air
Things pass through me and i feel nothing
I can encase you
Drown or deny you.
You need me
I imagine myself
Strong
I’m steel wool and you’re silk
I’m fire and you’re a fragile structure
begging to let me destroy you
And i will
I would
If only I was fire
But i’m not.
I’m moss growing on the base of you
I’m the moon reflecting your light
I’m a flower, waiting for your rays so i can open my petals
And i have nothing to prove
Because you don’t require me to
and i’ll melt away like
fresh powder on hot cement
I’ll pretend for awhile that i am
everything I could be
Then i’ll slip away
And I won’t leave a single thing out of place
and you’ll sigh deeply and go on
Being like fire, steel and the sun
You’ll destroy me like the fragile structure I am
and I’ll let you
and the seasons will turn
Death, Rebirth, Flourish, Change
Repeat
The lulls in our conversation gasp for air
I catch my breath and wait for the silence to encase us again
I’m tied to you like an anchor
But your hull has a leak
and i drag you down with me
We’re drowning
It’s slow and deliberate
Each breath of water in my lungs brings more comfort
as i acclimate to the sea
I am one with the earth again
and it just feels right
You cut me loose before it’s too late
and float to shore
Relieved with the concentration of oxygen
I float downward like a lazy balloon
and make my new home
1,000 feet beneath the sea
Photobooth / Death Cab For Cutie